It’s been over a year since I wrote a blog post. My last post was about confusion, confusion because I didn’t know what to choose. But I chose the option my heart was beating for and it was a good choice. I promise!
It’s it’s March 9th today and since I spoke to you last time, I have graduated high school, got a job, I am studying as well, I have kept my first New Year’s resolution and I’ve turned 20 years old and have had a wonderful boyfriend for almost a year.
I have a lot of things to do everyday and I feel stressed and tired all the time. But I’m happy because I have a goal I’m aiming for and I have a beautiful boyfriend who’s keeping my head up.
It’s been a difficult year, I mean.. reaaally hard. But I know my life turned to something better and if someone would ask me how I was, right now. I would say, it’s good, it’s really good! but I’m very tired.
I will start write again, but I assume it will take a while be back on track again. And as soon as possible, me and my friend Ivan is starting another blog and that feels great! I’m so excited! but I have to build the website and he needs time to write because he’s studying like all the time. But I’m looking forward to it anyway.
Tomorrow, me and my boyfriend have our first year anniversary!
And here below is my baby and then a picture of both of us.
I’m sitting here in my room.. and I stare at the floor and I am smelling my hair and have done for nearly ten minutes. (I might have a diagnosis? Retarded-smelling-your-hair-diagnosis)
What a busy day I’ve had. Been home and cleaned both my room and my bathroom, cut a pair of shorts out of a pair of ugly jeans and spoiled my body with different peelings and smell-good products. And I feel pretty damn good and calm. And in an hour, I’ll take the bus to Linnea and we’ll eat dinner and then we go out to a great nightspot and take a glass of wine.
Yes it is a great way to start the week on!
By the way, I have encountered problems. I got a choice issue! Who should I choose? The person that interests me the most, but who I don’t know what he think about me? or the one who clearly said what he wants with me? But who I’m not interested in at all? yet (!?)
I think I gave myself the answer here. I would be stupid otherwise. I have written before that I think love is to dare! so I guess I shouldn’t go for the safest way here. So I think I’ll go my own little way instead and just keep my fingers crossed instead. It’s well needed! because I may get completely alone haha. ”Uncertainties” is stupid as fuck! But still.. fun, if I get what I want!
God I am hungry! Have to pack my bag and soon enough walk to the bus!
I’ll take it all the way and say that this is the cutest music video I’ve seen in quite a long time! I think everyone can recognize themselves in daydreams once in a while! It’s a damn good song too.
Hey baby what you doing over there? ………….. Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, Na, Na, Na!
- Rebecca and I
- And some love photos with me and my boyfriend
- But he couldn’t keep his hands off.. so I had to run!
Do you know what time it is? … 02:49, And I have been longing for the night since early this morning! I don’t understand myself. And I guess I will delete the last picture of myself tomorrow, this is the brave humor of the night, not daily humor. Same thing with the Troll-face, what’s he doing here? .. Oh, what hell! Good night my little dust bunnies!
Btw… I want, no NO no no… I neeeed. Summer now. I listened to this song today, a swedish summer song, it’s a beautiful song and it take my minds on a trip to a warm summerday and it kind of hurts when the song is over because I wake up and it’s white and cold outside and it gives me goosebumps Sleep tight!
(… time is 03:08)